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Default
04:10
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I never thought that I’d feel so alone
So close to you in a crowd of people I don’t even know
I used to feel so right with you, but I’ve lost a touch of home
It’s taking toll
And you’re not who I thought you were, but I loved you by default
And I guess I didn’t see you’re not the person that I thought
And I know you had some flaws in you and I was willing to live with that
But once you made your call, you made your move
Yeah this one hit the spot
We yell and argue and you keep saying this is it,
But it’s not the first time that you’ve thought to abandon ship
I make every effort, but I seem to lose my grip
It’s getting pretty obvious that we no longer click
And you’re not who I thought you were, but I loved you by default
And I guess I didn’t see you’re not the person that I thought
And I know you had some flaws in you and I was willing to live with that
But once you made your call, you made your move
Yeah this one hit the spot
Wooaahh woah woah
Wooaahh woah woah
And you’re not who I thought you were, but I loved you by default
And I guess I didn’t see you’re not the person that I thought
And I know you had some flaws in you and I was willing to live with that
But once you made your call, you made your move
Yeah this one hit the spot
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2. |
Break Your Heart
03:20
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Well here we are again
Another fall of falling through
Another fail at an attempt of us
What are we to do?
To tell if it’s true
Time to get over you
First times are always sloppy
To tell if it’s true
Time to to get over you
Maybe this’ll do
Maybe this’ll do
Oh no don’t wanna break your heart again
Cause all I ever do is go and give you hope
Oh no, I’d rather we be friends instead
Cause all I ever do
All I ever do
All I ever do
Is break your heart
I can’t tell if this is real
Or if it’s all inside my head
Well can you tell me what I feel?
Or should I end this all instead?
Or should I let this all go on?
And say we need to take it slow
And at the expense of your heart and mine
There’s no other way to know
To tell if it’s true
Time to get over you
Maybe this’ll do
Maybe this’ll do
Oh no don’t wanna break your heart again
Cause all I ever do is go and give you hope
Oh no, I’d rather we be friends instead
Cause all I ever do
All I ever do
All I ever do
Oh no
Oh no, I'd rather we be friends instead
Cause all I ever do
All I ever do
All I ever do
Is break your heart
All I ever do is break your heart
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3. |
Everyone But Me
04:21
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And I am my own cause I am alone
I have no one talk to or to call on the phone
I long for a touch, but I’m all that I know
I have no one to love so I will my own
I feel so stuck with this beyond my control
Cause I’m sick of this place I’m in, I’m sick of this hole
While everyone around me has someone for themselves
I’m left here to deal in my personal hell
Cause everybody’s in love, but me and I don't know what’s worse
And everybody’s in love, but me and I’m left in the dirt
I can’t keep this up, I’m not alone but I am
The waiting’s impatient and the craving sinks in
I keep asking myself when will this come to an end?
I’ll never come to my senses, is this who I am?
Cause everybody’s in love, but me and I don't know what’s worse
And everybody’s in love, but me and I’m left in the dirt
I stretch for a hand, but there’s no one to reach
Clawing at air, I’ve been strongly deceived
Cause what i thought it was wasn’t what it would be
Cause there’s no one for me, no there’s no one for me
Cause everybody’s in love but me and I don't know what’s worse
And everybody’s in love but me and I’m left in the dirt
As you crave you decay and it hurts and feels worse
Cause you know you’ve got nothing to feel
Desperation equals pain when all that’s left to do is wait
With the hope that maybe it's real
Cause everybody’s in love, but me and I don't know what’s worse
And everybody’s in love, but me and I’m left in the dirt
And everybody’s in love, but me, woah
And everybody’s in love, but me and I’m left in the dirt
The pressure’s too much, can’t find my place in this role
They say love takes time, but it’s taking its toll
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4. |
Start Again
03:21
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I’ve made a choice and it’s a huge regret
It was based off of all my selfishness
I didn’t put you in mind
You were the last in line
And now things have got to change
Cause I’ve made a choice and I have to live with it
Yes I’ve made a choice and now I can’t forget
And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know
And I know that I’ve messed things up
It was never my plan to ruin what we had
Can we please start again?
It haunts me and it taunts me all day long
Our separation was all of my fault
And I can still hear your voice, it’s with me where I am
Now I can’t escape the pain that I've caused
And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know
And I know that I’ve messed things up
It was never my plan to ruin what we had
Can we please start again?
No I didn’t think it would come down to this
Now thanks to me you have to experience
What it means to be betrayed, I didn’t plan for it this way
All because of that one kiss
And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know
And I know that I’ve messed things up
It was never my plan to ruin what we had
Can we please start again?
And I know, I know if you choose to stay
We might not be guaranteed
But if you’d left I’d understand, I can’t choose to know your pain
I don't blame you, I don’t blame you if you hate me
No I don't blame you, I don’t blame you if you hate me
No I don't blame you, I don’t blame you if you hate me
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