I’ve made a choice and it’s a huge regret
It was based off of all my selfishness
I didn’t put you in mind
You were the last in line
And now things have got to change
Cause I’ve made a choice and I have to live with it
Yes I’ve made a choice and now I can’t forget
And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know
And I know that I’ve messed things up
It was never my plan to ruin what we had
Can we please start again?
It haunts me and it taunts me all day long
Our separation was all of my fault
And I can still hear your voice, it’s with me where I am
Now I can’t escape the pain that I've caused
And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know
And I know that I’ve messed things up
It was never my plan to ruin what we had
Can we please start again?
No I didn’t think it would come down to this
Now thanks to me you have to experience
What it means to be betrayed, I didn’t plan for it this way
All because of that one kiss
And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know
And I know that I’ve messed things up
It was never my plan to ruin what we had
Can we please start again?
And I know, I know if you choose to stay
We might not be guaranteed
But if you’d left I’d understand, I can’t choose to know your pain
I don't blame you, I don’t blame you if you hate me
No I don't blame you, I don’t blame you if you hate me
No I don't blame you, I don’t blame you if you hate me
credits
from The Status of Things,
released July 2, 2018
Recorded at Media Kitchen Studios
Mixing by Southbay Sandbox Studios
Mastering by Mystery Room Mastering
Produced by Rachael Lilagan
Guitars: Rachael Lilagan
Bass: Luis Salazar
Drums: Steven Valente
Album Backers: Juan Fijar, Jasmine Kim, Steve Mandoki, Diane Parsley, and all the anonymous contributors (you know who you are)
Music by Rachael Lilagan, Luis Salazar, Stephen Valente
Lyrics by Rachael Lilagan
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